Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
October 29 Living in the now
"Living just for today relieves the burden of the past and the fear of
the future."
Basic Text, pp. 94
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Thoughts of how bad it was-or could be-can consume our hopes for
recovery. Fantasies of how wonderful it was-or could be-can divert us
from taking action in the real world. That's why, in Narcotics
Anonymous, we talk about living and recovering "just for today."
In NA, we know that we can change. We've come to believe that our
Higher Power can restore the soundness of our minds and hearts. The
wreckage of our past can be dealt with through the steps. By maintaining
our recovery, just for today, we can avoid creating problems in the
future.
Life in recovery is no fantasy. Daydreams of how great using was or how
we can use successfully in the future, delusions of how great things could
be, overblown expectations that set us up for disappointment and
relapse-all are stripped of their power by the program. We seek God's
will, not our own. We seek to serve others, not ourselves. Our
self-centeredness and the importance of how great things could or should
be for us disappears. In the light of recovery, we perceive the
difference between fantasy and reality.
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Just for today: I am grateful for the principles of recovery and the new
reality they've given me.