Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
July 26 Unconditional surrender
"Help for addicts begins only when we are able to admit complete
defeat. This can be frightening, but it is the foundation on which we
have built our lives."
Basic Text, p. 22
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Most of us have tried everything we can think of, exerted every ounce of
force possible, to fill the spiritual hole inside us. Nothing-not
drugs, not control and management, not sex, money, property, power, or
prestige-has filled it. We are powerless; our lives are unmanageable,
at least by ourselves alone. Our denial will not change that fact.
So we surrender; we ask a Higher Power to care for our will and our
lives. Sometimes in surrendering, we don't know that a Power greater
than ourselves exists which can restore us to wholeness. Sometimes
we're not sure that the God of our understanding will care for our
unmanageable lives. Our lack of certainty, though, does not affect the
essential truth: We are powerless. Our lives are unmanageable. We must
surrender. Only by doing so can we open ourselves wide-wide enough for
our old ideas and past wreckage to be cleared, wide enough for a Higher
Power to enter.
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Just for today: I will surrender unconditionally. I can make it as easy
or as hard as I choose. Either way, I will do it.