Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
October 14 The end of loneliness
"With the love that I am shown in Narcotics Anonymous, I have no excuse
for loneliness."
----=----
Addiction is a lonely disease. We may be surrounded by people but, sooner
or later, our addiction drives a wedge between us and even our closest
loved ones. Many of us are driven to Narcotics Anonymous by a desperate
loneliness.
Though we may approach the rooms of NA with caution and suspicion, we are
welcomed with a hug, a smile, and a warm "keep coming back." This may
be the first place where we have felt welcome in a long, long while. We
watch other members talking and laughing, leaving the meeting in groups
for more talk at the local coffee shop. We wonder if we, too, could
become a part of this loving bunch.
Our pattern of isolation can make it difficult for us to join in. Over
time, however, we begin to feel "a part of" rather than "apart
from." Soon, when we walk into the rooms, we feel at home. We begin to
make friends and our lives start to change.
NA teaches us how to overcome our isolation. Through our first tentative
friendships formed in our home group, we start to find that making friends
isn't hard. A sense of belonging comes when we share ourselves with
others.
----=----
Just for today: I am thankful for the friendships my Higher Power has
given me in NA. Because of them, I am lonely no more.