Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
December 14 Addiction, drugs, and recovery
"Addiction is a physical, mental, and spiritual disease that affects
every area of our lives."
Basic Text, p. 20
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Before we started using, most of us had a stereotype, a mental image of
what addicts were supposed to look like. Some of us pictured a junkie
robbing convenience markets for drug money. Others imagined a paranoid
recluse peering at life from behind perpetually drawn drapes and locked
doors. As long as we didn't fit any of the stereotypes, we thought, we
couldn't be addicts.
As our using progressed, we discarded those misconceptions about
addiction, only to come up with another: the idea that addiction was about
drugs. We may have thought addiction meant a physical habit, believing
any drug that didn't produce physical habituation was not
"addictive." Or we thought the drugs we took were causing all our
problems. We thought that merely getting rid of the drugs would restore
sanity to our lives.
One of the most important lessons we learn in Narcotics Anonymous is that
addiction is much more than the drugs we used. Addiction is a part of us;
it's an illness that involves every area of our lives, with or without
drugs. We can see its effects on our thoughts, our feelings, and our
behavior, even after we stop using. Because of this, we need a solution
that works to repair every area of our lives: the Twelve Steps.
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Just for today: Addiction is not a simple disease, but it has a simple
solution. Today, I will live in that solution: the Twelve Steps of
recovery.