Narcotics Anonymous

Just For Today - Daily Email Service

   May 24                                               Risking vulnerability

     "As we grow, we learn to overcome the tendency to run and hide from
                         ourselves and our feelings."

                                                            Basic Text, p. 85

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   Rather than risk vulnerability, many of us have developed habits that keep
   others at a safe distance.  These patterns of emotional isolation can give
   us the feeling we are hopelessly locked behind our masks.  We used to take
   risks with our lives; now we can take risks with our feelings.   Through
   sharing with other addicts, we learn that we are not unique; we do not
   make ourselves unduly vulnerable simply by letting others know who we are,
   for we are in good company.  And by working the Twelve Steps of the NA
   program, we grow and change.   We no longer want or need to hide our
   emerging selves.   We are offered the opportunity to shed the emotional
   camouflage we developed to survive our active addiction.

   By opening ourselves to others, we risk becoming vulnerable, but that risk
   is well worth the rewards.   With the help of our sponsor and other
   recovering addicts, we learn how to express our feelings honestly and
   openly.  In turn, we become nourished and encouraged by the unconditional
   love of our companions.   As we practice spiritual principles, we find
   strength and freedom, both in ourselves and in those around us.  We are
   set free to be ourselves and to enjoy the company of our fellow addicts.

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   Just for today:  I will openly and honestly share with another recovering
   addict.  I  will risk becoming vulnerable and celebrate my self and my
   friendship with other NA members.  I will grow.