Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
April 5 Identification
"Someone finally knew the crazy thoughts that I had and the crazy things
I'd done."
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Addicts often feel terminally unique. We're sure that no one used drugs
like we did or had to do the things that we did to get them. Feeling that
no one really understands us can keep us from recovery for many years.
But once we come to the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous, we begin to lose
that feeling of being "the worst" or "the craziest." We listen as
members share their experiences. We discover that others have walked the
same twisted path that we've walked and still have been able to find
recovery. We begin to believe that recovery is available to us, too.
As we progress in our own recovery, sometimes our thinking is still
insane. However, we find that when we share the hard time we may be
having, others identify, sharing how they have dealt with such
difficulties. No matter how troubled our thinking seems, we find hope
when others relate to us, passing along the solutions they've found. We
begin to believe that we can survive whatever we're going through to
continue on in our recovery.
The gift of Narcotics Anonymous is that we learn we are not alone. We can
get clean and stay clean by sharing our experience, our strength, and even
our crazy thinking with other members. When we do, we open ourselves to
the solutions others have found to the challenges we face.
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Just for today: I am grateful that I can identify with others. Today, I
will listen as they share their experience, and I'll share mine with
them.