Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
June 6 Recovery doesn't happen overnight
"The Twelve Steps of Narcotics Anonymous are a progressive recovery
process established in our daily living."
Basic Text, p. 99
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After some time in recovery, we may find we are faced with what seem like
overwhelming personal problems, angry feelings, and despair. When we
realize what's going on, we may wail, "But I've been working so
hard. I thought I was..." Recovered, maybe? Not hardly. Over and
over, we hear that recovery is an ongoing process and that we are never
cured. Yet we sometimes believe that if we just work our steps enough,
pray enough, or go to enough meetings, we'll eventually... well, maybe
not be cured, but be something!
And we are "something." We're recovering-recovering from active
addiction. No matter what we've dealt with through the process of the
steps, there will always be more. What we didn't remember or didn't
think was important in our first inventory will surely present itself
later on. Again and again, we'll turn to the process of the steps to
deal with what's bothering us. The more we use this process, the more
we'll trust it, for we can see the results. We go from anger and
resentment to forgiveness, from denial to honesty and acceptance, and from
pain to serenity.
Recovery doesn't happen overnight, and ours will never be complete. But
each day brings new healing and the hope for more tomorrow.
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Just for today: I will do what I can for my recovery today and maintain
hope in the ongoing process of recovery.